I miss being easy going, I'm really not me lately. But if you really know me, you must realize there's something bothering me, and I pray a lot so I can spend my days and do what I can do for amazing people like you all.

                            

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it's funny when you don't give your attention to a person anymore, but when read her blog you still feel the same like you used to feel around a year ago. You know that feeling when you feel you know a person well through her writing, it's not you act as if you knew everything about her, but you know what kind of person she is. you know I usually judge a person not from their appearance, but from the way they treat animal. if you're eating with your friend, or walking and you guys meet a cat, I know that friend is a nice person when s/he treats that cat nicely, but if that friend kicks that cat, or doesn't care I know s/he will treat a person in the same way. 

so I don't know this person yet in the real life, I still remember I found her when I was searching something on twitter. I started following her since then, she's really different, in a positive way though. she has a blog, so I've learned so many good things from what she posted on blog, or her tweets. She loves cat of course! everytime I listen to a song that says 'what you wear and what you read, you're not the same with other girls I know' yes it refers to her.

I just adore her, the way she always gives everything to Allah, the way she handles everything well like see a doctor if you feel sick and have anything to ask, or don't know what to do about it. her point of view. she loves her family so much, she reads a lot, she's not that rich daughter who spends her parents' money on useless things, I know she always tries to buy good things with her own. I know she will be a good mother someday because I know her mom teaches her manners and everything well. she has good taste in music, she often tweets her favorite songs, and when I listen to them usually I like those too. 

everytime I read her blog, you know it feels like you're wandering a colourful life full of life lessons within simple things. this post is just a respect from me to her for giving me that spirit to reach anything with all of my heart through her blog in my darkness time. I can see everything now.

eyy  btw who are we talking about? she must doesn't feel good if she's eating haha.

she used to be my obsession. but still one of my favorite people.

I know it will be fine if someday soon I know her in the real life, cz she can be a great friend, a great listener, a great story teller, a great adviser, and nobody knows what happens next. yayers ツ