the pictures above were not taken last night, they were taken exactly a year ago. yeah it was me celebrating new year eve of 2013 alone with no one. I didn't really remember why I was at home at that moment, but what I really remember is I had only myself to celebrate. I felt going nowhere but stayed home, I thought my mom was watching tv downstairs, and that's me taking photos and seeing fireworks from the balcony alone.
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the pictures above were taken last night, yeah it was in my girlfriend's house. Yesterday we had lab sessions all day, so we almost celebrated new eye eve in campus hehe.
we had fun even before midnight, we had to buy things to eat for midnight hehe. so we ate a lot while waiting, we went to many places with smile.
it was really different from last year, I was really into it last night. I was so happy, although I got a little sick. but Riris was always there for me, she took care of me so I could get along and happy.
I'm really grateful to be able to meet 2014, But I'm more grateful to be able to watch fireworks especially with the one I love.
I'm still remember, when I was alone celebrating 2013 new year eve. I said to my self
'I know now I'm all by myself, I wonder where and who I will celebrate the next new year eve'
this is never imagined by me, I really never expected everyting would turn out to be like this, like now.
I'm really grateful for having natnat by myside.
last night in the middle of fireworks sound, and after just entered 2014. I closed my eyes and I prayed earnestly, I said 'ya Allah thanks for tonight, this time I'm really grateful to be here. doing everything with Riris by myside, and I hope I will still feel it next years exactly at this time like this, still with Riris.'
Riris is the highlight of my 2013. thanks for everything we shared, for making 2013 to be one of my favorite years. I learned so many things, I went through so many moments and things.
I was in the dark, I didn't dare to get out like last year. I didn't have any reason to get out until she came and asked me to get out, show me the light, and now here I am the new me.
I hope 2014 will be the best year for me and Riris, so many best moments, graduate from campus, get a great job, get a scholarship, lots of air miles.
I really hope she can always be there for me through everything.
